there you go...

Well, I seriously have to blame someone for me having a blog and I guess it's gotta be Kerry! Damn you !!! If I hadn't had to sign up to leave a comment on YOUR blog this never would have happened. Instead now I have a real blog instead of one just roaming around as a funny idea. Shanna can have some blame too as she has been hounding me to get a blog as well. Of course mine is nowhere near as beautiful as hers but we all can't have techo-computer brothers!!!!

I did learn something though in the wee hours of the morning, not sleeping as usual. I have had insomnia as long as I can remember--just something I deal with. I was laying on the couch last night thinking about my insomnia and just wondering what was the deal with it--is it really that hard to fall asleep? or stay asleep? I mean it really is just a cycle--you wake up, cook, clean, deal with life, clean up again, chase kids, do chores, run errands...then go to sleep, wake up and it happens all over again. It's cyclical. Then it hit me--it's a ROUTINE!!! I hate ROUTINE!! Routine drives me crazy--if I were a super hero crime fighter I would be Helter Skelter Girl (plus I would have one awesome outfit I can tell you!) So that's it--my insomnia in a nutshell is me fighting routine in any form!!! Crazy, but true--a huge ephiphany in my life--now if I could just figure out what to do with it...L